The Beginning

Well, sometimes I wonder in Blogs, do we actually write what we feel or just merely letting off steam. I really wonder as I have read some good Blogs in the net.



Maybe I guess we should just write about what we feel and how it all began, then it could sound more like a novel or a screenplay....



I am not too sure where should I start as I think if I start from the beginning it could be pretty boring to read on....so I decided to start in the turbulent teenage years.

Never once was I, a Casanova or even a Romeo, as truth is such that sometimes good people don't always finish last instead for that matter, some did not even finish at all. I guess you can categorise me as those who'd never finished at all as I have failed as many as I could recalled back then when I was a teenager until a point that I finally 'throw in the towel'. It was near the end of 1985 that I finally caved in to my pain and suffering, and finally just 'retire' for a while. During those period, I spend most of my time drowning my emotions in songs which I wrote as it is really too painful and unbearable, when we bare it all and get rejected. Not that our intent is evil or bad, but its just that I was never good enough for anyone to everyone.

If anyone were to ask me today after 20 years have gone by, which are the girls left the deepest impression in my life. There were 2 of them actually:- Jennifer Chong Chye Lee (River Valley High) - Mar 1985 till Oct 1985 and from Jan 1989 till July 1989, and the other is my very first gf which I will not reveal her name as it is just too painful for me now to even recall who she was because, she was also my ex-wife.

Anyway before I end, I would like to share with you all a song which was written on Valentine's Day in 1988 inspired by no one actually and meant for no one....hope you all like it.

I Love You - Sam Kong
Never thought that I could fall in love
Since the day she walked out on me
Life seems so dark and so lonesone
I wonder what's gonna happen

Life without love is so hard to lead
I wonder how long could I live
Then when I saw you here one day
I knew that my life's gonna change

Chorus:-
Thinkin' of you day and night
Lovin' you so deeply inside
I never felt love so good before
And I know it is true for you
I love you
Cause there ain't nothin' that can change this truth

Lyrics: Sam Kong
Music: 半梦半醒 (谭咏麟 )