It has been awhile now since I last written anything on my own blog.....reason being that everytime I tried to bring myself to write something here....the thoughts within me are being torn apart in all directions making it absolutely difficult to focus and to really want to write something that's in my head at the point of time.
As the days draw nearer for me....towards my 40th birthday, I could not help but to really linger what's life gonna be like from now on. Reflecting at this moment was a Japanese series I have watched several times titled The Proposal...which is about a 40 year old man who wants to get married and start a family but his attempts resulted in 99 rejections. He never gave up and went for his 100th attempt but again, it did not turn out well. Guessed sometimes a person's looks, his achievements and also his wealth do come into play here. Sadly realistic it seems but it is the fact of life that no one would deny.
I watched the Japanese serial when I was in my mid-20s then and I could really relate the pain and hardships borne by the 40 year old man then, and believe it or not, I am now 40 years old now and looks like facing the same predicament as the guy in the serial. You can say that life is like the series we all see and that sometimes, with the right shows, it reflects so much of our life.
Years ago, someone actually told me that in order to win the heart of a lady, you have to be noble, and really respect her as a lady.....but today, what I can see.....sigh, it is something that maybe useful in the yesteryears and not today. Guys with the most noble of all intentions normally end up in the wrong side things.
My heart though bruised by years of rejections and dejections, and it has found itself in its darkest hours of late. I have found it really hard to bring out the emotions, passion nor even the feeling of believing in LOVE. I guess LOVE is only meant for those who is destined to have it and not for the faint hearted like me. I drown myself in words and in lyrics of songs which if there is someone out there, who could appreciate it, is already a joy for me. It is really so difficult to tell someone you like her or even being nice to someone without being misinterpreted.
The rest is all left to fate and even if I am to live and die a lonely soul.......guessed....sometimes that's life is all about.
As usual before I end, I am gonna share another song with those reading my blog....
Love Song - Sam Kong
Where are you my love,
Do you know I miss you,
Wish you were here with me
Then our love is complete
There are times I would find
You were so far away,
I could feel you in my heart
Like you're here beside me
Our love seems so strong
Our love grew with time
To know that you loved me
Is all I need to know
Now that we are here,
Holding on so dear
It's the love that we have
That brought us here
Our love seems so strong
Our love grew with time
To know that I loved you
Is all you need to know
Lyrics : Sam Kong
Music : Sam Hui (何處覓蓬萊)
Where are you my love,
Do you know I miss you,
Wish you were here with me
Then our love is complete
There are times I would find
You were so far away,
I could feel you in my heart
Like you're here beside me
Our love seems so strong
Our love grew with time
To know that you loved me
Is all I need to know
Now that we are here,
Holding on so dear
It's the love that we have
That brought us here
Our love seems so strong
Our love grew with time
To know that I loved you
Is all you need to know
Lyrics : Sam Kong
Music : Sam Hui (何處覓蓬萊)
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