Confused State Of Mind

Well for those who have been reading my BLOG must be wondering what happened to Sam, and how come he has been so silent of late.
The reason is simple, Sam is confused and has tonnes of thoughts in his mind to straighten out. There are also issues which he must resolve within himself and around him.
I would say that I have been greatful of late because I have found someone whom I could meet on weekends, least better than staying home watching DVDs or simply doing nothing. The fact that she has been the one whom I have been meeting almost on every weekend, does that make her my interest.....YES and NO. The reason being that I enjoyed her company but am not too sure if she enjoys mine, but if not, how come are we meeting up almost every weekend right..... I am not too sure though but of course, I am not jumping into conclusion or making assumptions on this issue because I have made pretty bad calls in the past. Deep within me, I do wish of course that someone like her could be a part of my life for now.....
Just finished watching the show "The Ugly Truth" and it was hilarious. But it does have some similarity to that of the script "HITCH". I really want to know in reality why do good guys always end up in the wrong end of things especially in relationships.....I really wanna know.
Guessed everybody's life is like a movie script, it is written and pre-destined with twists in it that makes life somewhat interesting or otherwise listless.
Will update soonest.....