My Vacation - Bangkok 2011

Just back from my long awaited vacation, and the fact that it nearly did not materialised because of work commitments. In a way it makes this trip really super as once in my lifetime, I never let my work get in the way in my decision to go out there to enjoy myself.

While I was flying towards Bangkok, there was a lot of anxieties and worries that people will be looking for me, because of work. How true it was, as believe it or not, there was as many as 10 missed calls while I was on the plane.

Anyway, I went about my vacation and did some shopping, and some sightseeing too. I also went to experience the true Thai massage which left me feeling so light suddenly after bend here and crack there. I also did some 'cuci mata' and found myself a local guide (aka companion for the few days).

I must say, I really appreciate Thai hospitality and also their manners, which is definitely better than where I am from. So before I end, I'd just like to thank Ja for making my trip to Bangkok this time round such a great one.....

Thoughts Of A Distraught Man.......

Sometimes it ain't really easy to share what's in our minds and in our heart, as in most cases, the people whom you shared with are the same ones who would unintentionally expose our thoughts. So for now, I believe I should be keep everything classified and file it into my "X files".

Of late, I had to overcome stress in my life, my work and also emotionally. I sometimes try to be someone who has no emotions and no feelings, and have resigned to fate that I am destined to be a loner for life. Truthfully, who am I trying to fool? Myself? As a Cancerian, it is so so difficult and in reality as a Cancerian who has so much feelings and emotions. Believing in ourselves has been sometimes a fault, because within me, I know it would not be easy for me to find the very person who would be the one for my life.

I have tried to believe that 'she' is out there but seriously sometimes I really don't know who I am trying to fool. Trying to be a gentleman and someone who is nice, and believing that it would reap some results. Ultimately THE UGLY TRUTH is that good guys always finish last but seriously, for now, I have at least a very good excuse today......affordability in relationships.

For now, I believe I am better off being Han Solo than the person I am actually......

Like Forrest Gump says....."stupid is as stupid does".....

Vacation ........ with a heavy heart

Well after 12 gruelling months of 'war' and 'battles' being fought at work and in the 'market', it really took its toll on me. I convinced myself with so much difficulties to take a break and go away for a while, maybe do something wild. This decision did not come easy as it would be always haunting me, what is happening in office? How is the business for the days when I was away? I guess ONE MAN really cannot make the difference.
Of course, this outing would also allow me to re-explore myself as it has been quite a 'boxed-in' feeling throughout the whole of 2010. So I would go all out and hang loose.
Re-charge the failing batteries within me too.....
Signing off from the land of smiles.